I have to let go and start moving, walking, stretching, reaching. I have so much inside to let out. I am holding on to so much. God is constantly whispering in my spirit, "move on, write, grow, serve, teach". I am yearning to move ahead with my goals and stretch myself. I have held on to fear for too long. I went on a walk with Ethan recently. He taught me so much in that hour an half walk. I was there to exercise.
He was there to play, skip, dance, smell and feel the air.
He founds rocks to throw in the water, walked down the steps to the water and made my heart beat faster and had me praying while walking across the water on the rocks. He has no fear!
He had to rest and drink some fuel.
I love this boy so much that God blessed me with. He has always kept me on my toes trying to keep him safe and in one piece. I am learning from my children daily how to be a better mom, person, wife, and friend. This day the lesson was from Ethan. I have been running a rat race day after day with no goal, just surviving. I was there that day to exercise, move, and feel my leg muscles. What I learned was that I need to slow down, feel the air and time going by so fast, throw some ideas and goals into my life and see what happens. And walk across the river with no fear while trusting and praying to Jesus that he will help me get to the other side.
